IF: Heavy (doorway to life)

You must not for one instant give up the effort to build new lives for yourselves. Creativity means to push open the heavy, groaning doorway to life. This is not an easy struggle. Indeed, it may be the most difficult task in the world, for opening the door to your own life is, in the end, more difficult than opening the doors to the mysteries of the universe.
Daisaku Ikeda

Not too heavy, eh? Find that door handle  and get pushing. What's a little living without a little struggle. The state of stunned confusion is where I find myself--dazed and confused at the effort and it's manifestations. You?